Too Hurt

they've never told me to do anything
but i push myself to do my best

eventhough it makes me exhausted
eventhough it pays me crying so much everynight
all i want to do is helping
as much as i can

they've never told me anything
then i've found the truth by myself

that they've never wanted me to help
that they think that i'm the one who made it worse





it's just...
too hurt